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<v Speaker 1>From Futuro Media and PRX. It's Latino USA. I'm Marieno Rossa.

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<v Speaker 1>Today a preview of the first episode of season two

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<v Speaker 1>of our Bulletzer Prize winning podcast Suave. Well, Dear listener,

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<v Speaker 1>it's been seven years since the release of David Luis

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<v Speaker 1>Suave Gonzalez from a maximum security prison. Suave had been

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<v Speaker 1>sentenced to life without parole as a teenager. But you

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<v Speaker 1>might remember we were there when Suave finally walked out

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<v Speaker 1>of prison seven years ago. Now, Suave is navigating life

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<v Speaker 1>as a freeman and dealing with all of the feelings

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<v Speaker 1>and pressure that comes with it, because starting over is

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<v Speaker 1>complic and on the outside, life can come at you

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<v Speaker 1>dangerously fast. This season, we're gonna go deep into Suaves's

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<v Speaker 1>quest to define what freedom really means for him. Rieta

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<v Speaker 1>Martinelli is the host of Suavest season two, and she's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna guide us through this journey. And just a warning,

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<v Speaker 1>dear listener, this episode contained some strong language.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a pussy. I'm not a pussy at all.

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<v Speaker 2>What makes you think you could try me? And I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not going to react because if I get tugger, somebody's

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<v Speaker 2>going to get hurt. Not fake hurt, real hurt.

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<v Speaker 3>This is the voice of a man who's found himself

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<v Speaker 3>at the end of his rope, a man who survived

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<v Speaker 3>more than thirty years in a max security prison, got out,

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<v Speaker 3>became successful, built what many would consider is a dream life,

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<v Speaker 3>and now seven years later, was risking it all.

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<v Speaker 2>So I guess I don't go ejail down? Yeah, Pope

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<v Speaker 2>to Teddy bed. Now that you got the grizzly bed,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna fuck with me. That's how it's gonna go down.

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<v Speaker 2>It's on site. It's not gonna be let's talk outside.

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<v Speaker 4>It's on site.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't know where we're at. It's gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>on site. That's the do y'all wanted, y'all know.

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<v Speaker 3>And the reason the reason, as the gliic goes, is

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<v Speaker 3>that you can leave prison, but prison never really leaves you.

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<v Speaker 3>But before we get there, let's start with happier times.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, come on, we're gonna get a picture.

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<v Speaker 5>Hey.

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<v Speaker 3>We're standing outside Columbia University's historic Low Library in New

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<v Speaker 3>York City. It's October twentieth, twenty twenty two, and spirits

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<v Speaker 3>are high. Most of the team behind the Swave podcast

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<v Speaker 3>is here, including journalists Marie no Josa, what's up?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up?

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<v Speaker 3>And Swave, a man who for a long time never

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<v Speaker 3>imagined that he would ever leave a prison cell, let

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<v Speaker 3>alone be here at the ceremony for the Pulitzer Price.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm walking in and I'm looking, and I'm looking all

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<v Speaker 2>these expenses, so I only paid like ninety dollars for

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<v Speaker 2>my suit.

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<v Speaker 3>We walk up the iconic Columbia Steps, through the doors,

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<v Speaker 3>past statues of Zeus and Apollo.

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<v Speaker 5>It feels like standing in a Greek temple.

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<v Speaker 3>None of the other journalists here invited their sources to

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<v Speaker 3>the ceremony. In a sea of black boat ties, Swabe

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<v Speaker 3>is rocking this bright blood red tie.

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<v Speaker 5>One by one.

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<v Speaker 3>The winners are now stupid story. They called him swab

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<v Speaker 3>like the shampoo. But whatever. On stage, we hold hands

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<v Speaker 3>and Swave it holds the award. Swave decides immediately he's

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<v Speaker 3>going to be the one to keep it.

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<v Speaker 5>After dinner, there's a reception.

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<v Speaker 3>There's lots of very polite mingling happening over wine. Pretty boring,

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<v Speaker 3>to be honest, So we sneak off outside for some

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<v Speaker 3>fun of our own. Right on the Columbia Steps, we

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<v Speaker 3>sip on our drinks maybe even a little joint gets sparked.

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<v Speaker 2>We go out with side and in my head, I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>tonight it's the night that I realized I'm free. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>really free. It was like one of the movies that

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<v Speaker 2>I watch in prison that you know is a sad movie.

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<v Speaker 2>But at the end, you know, when they sit like

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<v Speaker 2>in the steps and they see the sunlight, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like something magical is gonna happen.

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<v Speaker 3>In this moment, everything is perfect. A man who was

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<v Speaker 3>in prison for more than thirty years just won the

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<v Speaker 3>highest award in journalism.

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<v Speaker 5>That was the night that mister Pulitzer was born.

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<v Speaker 4>Y'all know what it is.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, this is your man, Swab.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm just chilling it. A tough man ready to

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<v Speaker 2>take a shot of bad.

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<v Speaker 3>But I just want to introduce you man.

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<v Speaker 4>Yo.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the Adventures of Swave Gonzales and his full

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<v Speaker 2>of shir.

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<v Speaker 1>So, yeah, I'm going to with my pullus.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to give my Pullaser shower because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>we got to stay clean, man. You know, we just

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<v Speaker 2>can't be too in the world.

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<v Speaker 3>Mister Pulleitzer living his best life. It's happily ever after.

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<v Speaker 3>Right from Futuro Studios. This is Suave. I'm Julie de Martinelli.

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<v Speaker 3>In twenty seventeen, David Luis Swave Gonzales was released from

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<v Speaker 3>prison after thirty one years serving a life sentence without parole.

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<v Speaker 3>He was one of thousands of juvenile life first granted

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<v Speaker 3>a second chance at life. This is a story about

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<v Speaker 3>life after incarceration and the search for the true meaning

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<v Speaker 3>of freedom. This is season two, Maria.

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<v Speaker 5>How are you.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, Julieta, I am great. I mean yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>season two. We're here.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, we're back. I'm so excited.

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<v Speaker 1>I think maybe we should introduce ourselves, right.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, of course.

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<v Speaker 3>So you are legendary journalists marieo Josa, the host of

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<v Speaker 3>Latino USA and the founder of Futura Media.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, legendary is a big word. But in this case,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm actually part of this story, I'm not going

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<v Speaker 1>to be doing the job of hosting. That is going

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<v Speaker 1>to be done by the host of Suavest season two,

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<v Speaker 1>and that is you, Julieta Martinelli.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah. Hi, So I'm Julieta.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been covering criminal justice pretty much all of my career,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm actually the co producer of season one of suaves.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was always there in the background, reporting and

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<v Speaker 3>writing for the show. And you might have even heard

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<v Speaker 3>me here and there in that season, most notably on

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<v Speaker 3>episode six while running down the street, Like running.

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<v Speaker 5>Threw me off. Well, clearly he lives at that house,

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<v Speaker 5>and we should hire the fuck.

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<v Speaker 4>Up and get out of here.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's like, get out of there as fast as possible.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And you know, I applied for the job to

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<v Speaker 3>work on season one because the prison system has always

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<v Speaker 3>been really real for me, right, It's always been a

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<v Speaker 3>part of my life. I grew up around a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of people that were affected by the car Sooro system,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, one of the first memories I have

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<v Speaker 3>is of my dad being accused of a crime and

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<v Speaker 3>my mom wanting to separate us from all of that

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<v Speaker 3>and bringing us to the US.

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<v Speaker 5>And here I was undocumented.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in a community around a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>undocumented people, so heavy police presence. You know, I've seen

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of people lose their freedom, and I think

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<v Speaker 3>that really taught me that people are very complex. People

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<v Speaker 3>can be good and do bad things. And I don't

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<v Speaker 3>think that we're always telling the story about those gray areas, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And so the story we're telling the season. It's a

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<v Speaker 3>little different from last time. It's about the long shadow

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<v Speaker 3>of prison, about the challenges that no one warns you

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<v Speaker 3>about when you get out, and about how after spending

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<v Speaker 3>the majority of his life locked up, freedom for Suave

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<v Speaker 3>has not been everything he imagined it would be.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, for those of you out there who are new

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<v Speaker 1>to the show, in season one, which by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>you should really go listen to right now, but in

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<v Speaker 1>season one, we told the story of Luis Suave Gonzalez.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I met him decades ago in a maximum security

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<v Speaker 1>prison in Pennsylvania. Suave at that time, he was convicted

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<v Speaker 1>of verter as a teenager. He was sentenced to life

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<v Speaker 1>without parole. And after we met that day, well, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean essentially we stayed in touch over the years and

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<v Speaker 1>we developed, you know, a relationship, right, some people might

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<v Speaker 1>even say it was a friendship. But then what ends

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<v Speaker 1>up happening is that laws changed because of the Supreme Court,

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<v Speaker 1>and Suave now had a chance to get out of prison,

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<v Speaker 1>and so we documented his release and we followed the

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<v Speaker 1>ups and downs of his journey to the outside. All

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<v Speaker 1>of that is in season one.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, Maria, when season one ended in twenty

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<v Speaker 3>twenty one. Save was focused on starting his new life

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<v Speaker 3>in Philadelphia, and I think we could have stopped documenting there.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, we definitely thought about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Right right, he's out of prison, I mean, end of story.

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<v Speaker 1>We tracked it all as the time passed. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>It's just so natural for me to record everything. So

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<v Speaker 1>even after the podcast dropped, I'm still recording. And that's

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<v Speaker 1>when I realized, hold on a second, like this story

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<v Speaker 1>is not over at all. In many ways, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>we're just scratching the surface. And so basically we just

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<v Speaker 1>kept documenting everything that was happening in Swabi's life, and

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<v Speaker 1>there was a lot happening.

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<v Speaker 3>Early on in reporting, I asked Swavit what he thought

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<v Speaker 3>this season.

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<v Speaker 5>Should be about.

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<v Speaker 3>But as I've been thinking about writing season two, in

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<v Speaker 3>season one, we ended with you really wanting like some stability,

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<v Speaker 3>wanting to get a stable job, like a relationship. That's

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<v Speaker 3>kind of where you were when we ended. I see

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<v Speaker 3>you laughing, and it's killery where you going. So my

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<v Speaker 3>question is, if I use this tape here in the

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<v Speaker 3>episode one, what a swather want to achieve in season?

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<v Speaker 2>In life listed season one, I was living life I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't having fun. I was fucking boring.

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<v Speaker 3>I was.

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't say stress, but I was out of touch

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<v Speaker 2>with my community, if you want to call it that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm living in the hood, but I was out of touch.

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<v Speaker 2>I chose to do that. Now it's like, fuck, I'm gone.

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<v Speaker 2>Who has some fun? And I know that it can

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<v Speaker 2>lead to destruction ways I know that, right and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>trying not to, you know, cross that destructive path. But

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<v Speaker 2>I'm having fun on all levels. I'm having fun. So

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<v Speaker 2>with season two, I'm hoping that people get it. Man, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>we're human beings. We've just been denied certain things because

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<v Speaker 2>of our incarceration. I'm human being. I'm only thirty right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I came home when I was twenty one, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm looking at it in them turns right now.

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<v Speaker 1>We are going to get to that destructive path that

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<v Speaker 1>occurred later on in season two, But first cour the

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<v Speaker 1>truth is Save is having.

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<v Speaker 3>Fun, especially after the Pulitzer. I mean, things really just

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<v Speaker 3>took off.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been awarded like three different awards. Well, there's been

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<v Speaker 2>a couple of new stories.

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<v Speaker 5>My local man is doing what he can to save

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<v Speaker 5>our streets. He spent decades behind bars.

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<v Speaker 3>Sean Att Wilson introduces us to this inspiring man.

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<v Speaker 2>I was given a second chance for a reason making music.

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<v Speaker 2>Making music. That's something that I'm doing, you know, he

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<v Speaker 2>went on me, Man, I'm like a William inside of

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<v Speaker 2>my I was Maily, your child and making decisions thirty

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<v Speaker 2>one years I was locked in a prison, started my

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<v Speaker 2>own truth Prime True Story, episodes of podcasts with different people.

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<v Speaker 2>As a Lieutenant governor, what is your position on juvenile

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<v Speaker 1>I think that the the juvenile life for.

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<v Speaker 3>Decision is the live podcast recordings are a big success.

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<v Speaker 2>It was pack house, really, I'm talking about we had

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<v Speaker 2>to turn people away, damn.

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<v Speaker 3>And he's drawing the attention of some very important people.

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<v Speaker 5>It's no boost about it. It's like the City Service

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<v Speaker 5>showed up.

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<v Speaker 2>They did a round up of the building. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>they checked the whole building.

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<v Speaker 5>Asked Biden come in.

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<v Speaker 3>Ashley Biden as in that Biden the former president's daughter.

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<v Speaker 3>She lives in Philadelphia and has been an outspoken supporter

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<v Speaker 3>of criminal justice reform. Okay, and she.

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<v Speaker 5>Is right, I want to work with you. I'm like, sure,

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<v Speaker 5>why not?

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<v Speaker 2>And is looking at each other like really happening.

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<v Speaker 5>So that's where we are today.

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<v Speaker 3>You could say that it's a new day for Suave,

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<v Speaker 3>but really it's a whole new life. You know.

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<v Speaker 5>Mister Pulitzer is killing it.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember when you told me that he was mister Pulitzer,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh my god, because it's like

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<v Speaker 1>he's really embodying this entirely new alter ego and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like a thing to witness.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and maybe it's fed into his tendency that he

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<v Speaker 3>already has to be a little bit of a diva

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<v Speaker 1>Word, just a little bit of a diva.

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<v Speaker 3>So Joey Deville, a younger friend of Suave that he mentors,

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<v Speaker 3>he told us a story about one of those moments

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<v Speaker 3>that Suave had at a restaurant where they were eating.

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<v Speaker 1>You throw a lot of tantrums.

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<v Speaker 2>I do why y'all got this on a menu?

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<v Speaker 6>Young because he was like, I'm sorry, sir, that Berger's

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<v Speaker 1>We don't have any more of that.

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<v Speaker 6>You want to order something that, why would you have

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<v Speaker 6>it on the menu if you don't have it, Hey,

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<v Speaker 6>raise the menu, They're saying, there, pal Bro, we had

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<v Speaker 6>to order you fooyah, I don't want it, and then

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<v Speaker 6>you started eating it because you was hungry as shit, diva.

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<v Speaker 6>But I thought you to know this is it Dan, motherfucker.

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<v Speaker 6>If a white man come in to here, would a

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<v Speaker 6>grammy of wall and tell you that chief state it

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<v Speaker 6>is not right? Excuse me?

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<v Speaker 2>So we're gonna make it right for you.

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<v Speaker 3>So what you're saying is like, if if a white

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<v Speaker 3>man comes in and like doesn't like what he's being served,

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<v Speaker 3>nobody's gonna call him a diva for a complaint.

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<v Speaker 6>They're not.

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<v Speaker 4>They're not.

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<v Speaker 2>But my old people were like, you acting diva?

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<v Speaker 3>Man?

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<v Speaker 2>You acting extra.

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<v Speaker 6>I was there, you were extra. You were actual with

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<v Speaker 6>a sid with a side of cheese, extra with a

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<v Speaker 2>Well you're comical.

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<v Speaker 1>Because it's really you.

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<v Speaker 6>You don't even be kind of be funny.

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<v Speaker 2>This really be you.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't wait to ask mister Pulletzer himself about all

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<v Speaker 1>of this later. So when you're walking down the streets

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<v Speaker 1>of Philly, do you like it when people call you

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<v Speaker 1>mister Pullitzer or do you feel like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>here we go again, Like I just.

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<v Speaker 2>Know you know that ship plays in my eagles.

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, guess you love it.

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<v Speaker 4>I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it. Listen, I ain't gonna lie. And you

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<v Speaker 2>know the young people pretend to have this swag with it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, my old.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's got a bullish that's bigger than a Grammy. It's

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<v Speaker 2>bigger than jac And be honest, I was.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, whoa.

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<v Speaker 2>That was like, you should collaborate with Kendrid to morn Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>both got a pullaster.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, Hey, the truth is is that we

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<v Speaker 1>have talked about this right, Like, you have to have

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<v Speaker 1>an ego.

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<v Speaker 2>I do. I have a big ego. Yeah. I could

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<v Speaker 2>say that now because I'm more comfortable with it. I

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<v Speaker 2>remember I had a conversation with Julia da about a

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<v Speaker 2>year ago and we was talking about, dang, everything good

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<v Speaker 2>to happen always end up with some bad shit. I

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<v Speaker 2>always feel guilty about it. And Julia told me, man, man, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>you have the rite to be happy. I'm like, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what, I'm gonna celebrate this. It could be twenty

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<v Speaker 2>years from now. You can't take that away. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>care if it's twenty years thirty years. We want. If

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<v Speaker 2>I could inspire other young people to believe that they

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<v Speaker 2>could do the same, why not.

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<v Speaker 3>One day in November, Marie and I come down to

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<v Speaker 3>Philly to visit Suave. Suave is working with young people

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<v Speaker 3>as a support coach of I Am More. That's a

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<v Speaker 3>program for formerly incarcerated students at Community College of Philadelphia.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, we're not talking about traditional students. We talk

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<v Speaker 2>about people that are still living in shelters. We talk

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<v Speaker 2>about people that are basically homeless coming to school. So

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<v Speaker 2>the school is a safe haven for them. They're coming

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<v Speaker 2>to school early because they don't want to be in

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<v Speaker 2>the streets.

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<v Speaker 3>Being here just a few minutes, it's clear that Swave

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<v Speaker 3>is that teacher, you know, the one. He's got dozens

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<v Speaker 3>of Jordan's and all the colorways. He rocks a fly

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<v Speaker 3>ass suit with a Yankees cap to work.

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<v Speaker 2>Being surrounded by younger people. They looking at me like

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<v Speaker 2>a father figure, they do.

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<v Speaker 3>So today we are at Swabist School and we're really

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<v Speaker 3>trying to record a catch up interview with Swave.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, yet the trying would be the key word,

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, he's a busy guy. Now, so students

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<v Speaker 1>are trickling in and out of his office all day.

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<v Speaker 1>Right now, they're like a dozen students. They're eating snacks,

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<v Speaker 1>they're having conversations. They're joking around. They're like, they're like

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<v Speaker 1>happy to be here in this office with Swave.

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<v Speaker 4>You saying that you sing like Russia rights. We can't

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<v Speaker 4>be shot. Now what I'm just said, I.

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<v Speaker 1>Need a vacae, did he girl?

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<v Speaker 3>I'll know what to do.

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<v Speaker 5>I need a bey.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey.

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<v Speaker 3>Right.

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<v Speaker 1>So the thought that I am now a guest in

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<v Speaker 1>a class that Suave is teaching is truly mind blowing

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<v Speaker 1>because for years in one of my jobs as a

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<v Speaker 1>university and college professor, Suave would call in from prison

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<v Speaker 1>and that's how he would talk to my students. And

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<v Speaker 1>now here I am visiting a class that he's teaching.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it's kind of incredible.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, and now here you are in Philly,

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<v Speaker 3>sitting in his classroom and he's so excited for you

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<v Speaker 3>to meet his students.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's just it's such a beautiful moment.

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<v Speaker 3>But before you can really get into this further with Suave,

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<v Speaker 3>his phone rings.

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<v Speaker 1>So one of the biggest surprises for me on this

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<v Speaker 1>day is like this dude's phone is always blowing up.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it's like non stop.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, every fifteen minutes it just goes off.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeoh, I think it's every ten minutes we call from Pard,

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<v Speaker 1>an incarcerated individual at SCI Phoenix State Correctional Institution, and

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the times it's friends. Well guys, we're

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<v Speaker 1>calling him from inside of prison.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm telling you, Bro, I'm telling you, Bro. I'm telling you, Bro,

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<v Speaker 2>you know how much ice cream you could sell out here. Bro,

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<v Speaker 2>you'd be rich selling ice cream out here versus being

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<v Speaker 2>jail house. I'm rich in the yard.

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<v Speaker 3>Soapa later tells me that one of his jobs when

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<v Speaker 3>he was in prison was actually working the ice cream

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<v Speaker 3>at commissary, which he may or may not have skimmed

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<v Speaker 3>the littles to sell on the side. And now his

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<v Speaker 3>friend Freddy has this old gig and.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna leave it that day. I ain't gonna preach it,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, Bro, Love you, Bro, And you better call

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<v Speaker 2>me again. Bro, you better call me soon.

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<v Speaker 5>That's what you city.

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<v Speaker 2>I will.

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<v Speaker 1>Know a long time since I had heard the SCI

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<v Speaker 1>made rate one minute. It had been a long time

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<v Speaker 1>since I had heard that. You know how long it's

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<v Speaker 1>been since I have heard that.

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<v Speaker 3>Swe Nearly seven years out of prison, Suave is still

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<v Speaker 3>deeply involved with the prison system, maybe even more in

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<v Speaker 3>New and different ways than he ever was before.

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<v Speaker 1>Save is working at this re entry program at school right,

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<v Speaker 1>but on his off days, if he does happen to

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<v Speaker 1>have an off day, he's working with a group of

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<v Speaker 1>judges and he's juggling whatever he can from the outside

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<v Speaker 1>right to help the friends that he left behind who

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<v Speaker 1>are still on the inside.

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<v Speaker 2>I get phone calls every day, at least twenty thirty

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<v Speaker 2>phone calls a day from prison, and you know, guys

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<v Speaker 2>that've never seen a pullaser right calling me telling them

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<v Speaker 2>about man, you're representing all of us. This is a

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<v Speaker 2>win for all of us. And it is when I

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<v Speaker 2>get phone calls from politicians, you know, they want me

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<v Speaker 2>to go speak because they're trying to pass a bill

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<v Speaker 2>for life fers, and they think that I'm the poster child.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, at first, I used to get pissed off

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm not a poster child, But now I've realized that, like,

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<v Speaker 2>somebody has to be the voice, and this is what

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<v Speaker 2>it means being the voice for the voiceless. Bro, no

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<v Speaker 2>matter how much you try to run from it, you

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<v Speaker 2>are the voice for those that you left behind. And

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not running for an I'm embracing it. I'm embracing

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<v Speaker 2>it because I still got hope that them brothers and

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<v Speaker 2>sisters are going to come home one day.

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<v Speaker 3>That night, November twentieth, twenty twenty three, we celebrate the

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<v Speaker 3>anniversary of suavest release from prison at Freddie and Tony's.

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<v Speaker 3>It's this little Puerto Rican joint in North Philly, the

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<v Speaker 3>neighborhood where Suave grew up. He has a virgin pinaco

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<v Speaker 3>laa mofongo, and a steakan Sevoyal.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, it's like a really chill moment, and

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<v Speaker 1>it stands out because it's one of the very few

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<v Speaker 1>times that we don't pull out the recorder immediately. Now

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<v Speaker 1>we're just sitting there in the restaurant, eating delicious Puerto

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<v Speaker 1>Rican food, just kind of enjoying the moment and the mocktails.

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<v Speaker 1>But then, of course later we do turn on the

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<v Speaker 1>recorder and we get to talking about the big picture,

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<v Speaker 1>and suavit tells us that while on the outside everything

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<v Speaker 1>looks great, he's funny, he's bold, he's mister Pulitzer, but

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<v Speaker 1>that insight emotionally, that's actually not at all how he feels.

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<v Speaker 2>I just feel sometimes that being free is not what

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<v Speaker 2>everybody think it is. It's really not and it's not

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<v Speaker 2>really Everybody hype it up like you're free, you could

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<v Speaker 2>do whatever you want to do. It's all your pains

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<v Speaker 2>and misery are gone. That's bullshit, man. My miseries and

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<v Speaker 2>pains are just starting. Like seriously, I never had this

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<v Speaker 2>much misery and pain in my life. When I was

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<v Speaker 2>in prison, I didn't. I was shut out from the world.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you cold shut everything down. And I'll hear

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<v Speaker 2>you can't do that because you got people looking for you,

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<v Speaker 2>got people that want they lean on you for their support,

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<v Speaker 2>for their comfort. I don't want to live up to

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<v Speaker 2>nobody expectations and none of that. You know, I'm done

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<v Speaker 2>with that. I am not happy. I'm glad I'm home.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad about that. But if you say describe happy,

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<v Speaker 2>I should be able to describe happy, and I can't.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't. I won't even know how to start to

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<v Speaker 2>describe happy, even with a pullaser. Even I can't describe

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<v Speaker 2>it because.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not.

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<v Speaker 1>So In Mexico, there's the concept of like I let

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<v Speaker 1>you get that, you know, the big prison and the

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<v Speaker 1>little prison. The prisoners in the jail, they're in the

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<v Speaker 1>small prison, but the rest of us. We're living in

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<v Speaker 1>the big prison, the prison of you know, this whole

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<v Speaker 1>existential question about humanity, and and we've talked a lot

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<v Speaker 1>about it's not always going to be happy outside.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. As much as I like to fake myself

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<v Speaker 2>out and think that I'm ready to for this life,

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't ready. You know, I'm learning how to get

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<v Speaker 2>through it, but I wasn't ready. Nobody gave me a

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<v Speaker 2>crash course, like, this is what's gonna happen. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you gotta pay bills, You're gonna confront this, You're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be heartbroken, You're gonna have doubts about this. It's just hard,

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<v Speaker 2>you know. And and sometimes from the outside it looks

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm living a good life and now, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>really now, you know, I'm just getting by.

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<v Speaker 5>Swabe did the unthinkable.

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<v Speaker 3>He beat a life sentence, but he's not yet free.

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<v Speaker 5>Coming up on this season of Swaveing.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh that's him right there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, by shot.

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<v Speaker 3>Seven years out of prison, Swave is still looking for

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<v Speaker 3>a way home.

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<v Speaker 5>What's going on for you?

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<v Speaker 2>It's my first time here. I in forty five years

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<v Speaker 2>when I came out with another kid.

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<v Speaker 5>He makes the trip of a lifetime.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm happy that I'm here sharing with my family because

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<v Speaker 2>I was in prison.

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<v Speaker 3>This is history, but swavest relationships are tested.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know how to deal with relationship. I dealt

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<v Speaker 2>with that relationship the same way I dealt with a cell.

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<v Speaker 2>Make mean you are not getting the loan, you gotta move.

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<v Speaker 6>If I got to sell.

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<v Speaker 2>Then you start getting phone calls? What time you get

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<v Speaker 2>off from work?

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<v Speaker 6>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? I don't know. Mentally is like, I'm not ready for.

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<v Speaker 5>This, and cracks start to form.

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<v Speaker 1>How is it that I became the mother figure in

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<v Speaker 1>your fucking life? Because that's not what I want to be.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what you're trying to get it with this.

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<v Speaker 1>People are like, oh, swave season one it's all about

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<v Speaker 1>you being friends. It's like, guess what it's not friends?

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<v Speaker 3>And how on the outside life can come at you

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<v Speaker 3>dangerously fast.

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<v Speaker 2>With me, that's bun go down, that's the do what

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<v Speaker 2>my Mother's great.

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<v Speaker 3>I just don't want to see your backlos that, but like,

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<v Speaker 3>that's scariously fucking shit at me.

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<v Speaker 5>That's coming up on season two of swave.

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<v Speaker 1>My thanks to Julieta Martinelli for hosting this episode with

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<v Speaker 1>me and What you just heard is the first episode

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<v Speaker 1>of the Suavit podcast season two. It's a roller coaster

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<v Speaker 1>of an incredible story about the very long shadow of prison.

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<v Speaker 1>So I highly recommend you go and listen to it.

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<v Speaker 1>Wherever you get your podcasts, just find Suave the podcast

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<v Speaker 1>and if you want to listen to all of the

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<v Speaker 1>this season or Suave getting into how he made music

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<v Speaker 1>in prison. Then you can sign up and join Futuro

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<v Speaker 1>Plus at Puturo Studios dot org. Suave season two is

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<v Speaker 1>produced by Julia Ta Martinelli with help from associate producer

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<v Speaker 1>Lileanadries and edited by Marlon Bishop. Dan ri Veos is

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<v Speaker 1>the post production producer. Our production managers are Jessica Ellis

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<v Speaker 1>and Nancy Trujillo. Our engineers are Stephanie Lebau and Julia Caruso.

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<v Speaker 1>Our fact checker is Amy Tar. Production help from Joaquin Coppler,

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<v Speaker 1>Juan Diego Ramirez, Nicole Rothwell, Joey dil Vaye, Eldo Alvarez,

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<v Speaker 1>Jrim Marquez and Tasha Sandoval. Our executive editors are Marlon Bishop,

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<v Speaker 1>Maria Garcia, Suave Gonzalez and myself. And now for our

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<v Speaker 1>weekly Latino USA show. Here the credits for the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the team from Sana Guire, Felicia Dominguez, Fernanda Chavari,

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<v Speaker 1>Victoria Strada, Dominiquin, Estrosa Rinaldo, Leanos Junior, Andrea Lopez Rusado,

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<v Speaker 1>Luis Luna, Marta Martinez, Monica Morales, Garcia, JJ Carubin and

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<v Speaker 1>Nour Saudi Penni, Lee Ramirez, Marlon Bishop, Maria Garcia and

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<v Speaker 1>I are co executive producers and I'm your host, Mariao Josa.

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<v Speaker 1>Join us again on our next episode. In the meantime,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll see you on all of our social media not

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<v Speaker 1>deva yas yest la proxima chiaou.

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