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<v Mike Rugnetta>Friends, hello,
and welcome Never Post, a

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podcast for and about the
Internet. I'm your host, Mike

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Rugnetta. This intro was written
on Tuesday, 12/02/2025 at

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08:29AM eastern, and we have an
enterprising show for you this

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week. Audrey talks with software
engineer, blogger, and hopeful

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Internet owner Drew Leighton
about his realization that he's

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a digital serf in a feudalistic
power imbalance. They discuss

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his efforts to gain some
autonomy by building his own

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cloud server and also pew pew
lake.

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But right now, we're gonna take
a quick break. You're gonna

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listen to some ads unless you're
on the member feed. And when we

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return, we're gonna talk about a
few of the things that have

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happened since the last time you
heard from us. Yeah. I'm not big

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on social graces.

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I think I'll slip on down to the
oasis. Oh, I've got five stories

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for you this week. The radios
could get a big block of I p v

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six addresses. An IETF or
Internet Engineering Task Force

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draft proposal calls for a block
of IP addresses to be given to

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ham radio operators for
experimentation following in the

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tradition set forth by their
being granted the 44 slash eight

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block of IPv four addresses.
Individual operators and amateur

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organizers, the proposal reads,
currently depend on commercial

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Internet providers or regional
Internet registries for IPv6

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connectivity, processes that are
often misaligned with the

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amateur services non commercial
and volunteer nature.

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Provider assigned prefixes are
transient, non portable, and

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frequently filtered making them
unsuitable for long term

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experimental networks. The news
website, The Register, calls the

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request unusual, but says it may
be worth considering, quote,

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because the amateur radio
community has a long history of

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doing interesting things that
later become useful in other

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contexts. Guaranteed human, says
iHeartRadio. The name of its new

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pledge summarizes the audio
platform's stance on AI

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generated music and
personalities. Billboard reports

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that iHeart chief programming
officer and president Tom

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Pullman said in a letter to
staff that the company won't use

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AI generated personalities or
play AI music that features

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synthetic vocalists pretending
to be human.

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Pullman describes this as a
promise and shares unattributed

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research claiming, quote, 70% of
consumers say they use AI as a

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tool, yet 90% want their media
to be from real humans. Solomon

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Ray doesn't exist. The top
artist on the iTunes top 100

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Christian and gospel albums
chart this week according to

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christianitytoday.com is made
with AI. His appearance, lyrics,

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music, the whole package
generated. Ray is associated

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with tracks titled soul to the
world and jingle bell soul, and

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yet, quote, at minimum, AI does
not have the holy spirit inside

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of it, Christian music singer
songwriter Forrest Frank said on

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Instagram.

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So I think it's really weird to
be opening up your spirit to

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something that has no spirit.
Poems can fool AI into making

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you a bomb, reports Wired.
Generally, chatbots have inbuilt

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guardrails to prevent them from
discoursing on the worst or most

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dangerous subject matter, but
researchers in Rome found that,

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quote, poetic framing achieved
an average jailbreak success

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rate of sixty two percent for
handcrafted poems, end quote.

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Wired requested copies of the
poetry used to jailbreak the

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models, getting them to hold
forth on building munitions and

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malware amongst other things.
But the researchers refused,

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saying the poems are too
dangerous to be released to the

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public.

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Forbidden poetry. How exciting.
And finally, FOMO defines the

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experience of dating or dating
apps. New research out of a

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combined team from Austria and
Stanford published in New Media

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and Society finds that
algorithmic feeds drive

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engagement in dating app use,
keeping people swiping for

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longer periods of time. But the
more someone swipes, the more

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they apparently trust the
algorithm will bring them the

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partner they're looking for, and
those swipers also experience

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strong decision fatigue.

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Not swiping means they may miss
the perfect mate, but swiping is

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exhausting and paralyzing.
Swiped if you do, swiped if you

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That's the news I have for you
this week. In this episode,

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Audrey talks with digital DIYer
Drew Lighten.

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But first, once a year, for just
a few hours, the lake in front

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of Hans' dad's house makes this
secret sound, and it happened

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again just this week. So in our
interstitials in this episode,

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lake laser gun.

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<v Hans Buetow>How cold do you
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degrees. Is that for real? It
was seven earlier. It's probably

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warmer now.

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<v Amy>It's probably eight.

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<v Hans Buetow>So what happened
last night? The wind went down,

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and it got down to seven
degrees, and it froze. Although,

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there you can see can see here,
there's still a few open places.

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So you can see through the ice.
You can't step on it.

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You can't walk on it.

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So we actually if we tap.

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So it's still thin, fresh, and
it's one day window of making

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noises should be open. It should
sound good. Okay. Okay. Here we

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go.

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Let me just get the get the
volume up. So I throw the rocks

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sort of level with, like, as if
I were skipping a rock, and the

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rock obviously doesn't go
through the ice. It just skips

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across the top. And as it gets
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makes more of a resonant sound,
which only happens one day of

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the year when it freezes. How
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get out there?

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Oh, they're about half inch.
This these are three quarter.

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These two are three quarter of
an inch, and they're pretty easy

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to toss. They don't need to be
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can be round as better.

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<v Audrey Evans>Hello, friends.
This is producer Audrey, Never

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Post resident librarian and
researcher. You don't often hear

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my voice on the podcast, but I'm
one of the people behind the

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scenes helping to frame and
shape the segments. In our

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behind the scenes editorial
conversations, we think a lot

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about how to trace where power
resides in our relationship to

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technology and how technology
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ourselves and each other, how
the physical infrastructure

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influences and obscures some of
these dynamics. And we think

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about how we, in turn, unveil,
shape, and interrogate these

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systems, both individually and
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I am really interested in
stories about people who are

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engaging with these questions
directly. So I was really lucky

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recently to have a conversation
with Drew Leighton. He's a

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software engineer, blogger, and
all around really fun guy to

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chat with. We found Drew through
a blog post with the subtitle,

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in a world where corporations
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owning, one man attempts to do
something radical, build his own

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cloud. I was really excited to
hear the story of Drew because

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he's engaging really directly
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home, in his own life, and I
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learned.

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Spoiler, He did end up here.

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<v Drew Lyton>I think that this is
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to most people nor is a future
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going to fight for.

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<v Audrey Evans>But this is where
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<v Drew Lyton>How's it going?

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<v Audrey Evans>Going great. I
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us your name and who you are.

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<v Drew Lyton>Cool. So my name is
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engineer and a blogger. I write
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<v Audrey Evans>Perfect. So I'm
gonna drop us in here in a in a

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big picture question first. What
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<v Drew Lyton>Totally. I think
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when we say the cloud, it's
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physically the cloud is. What
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series of computers that are
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centers all across the world
that all can communicate to each

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other extremely fast to be able
to do, like, distributed

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processing of, like, computer
stuff that allows you and me to

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access the data that exists on
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fast, reliable, and efficient
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<v Audrey Evans>Thank you so much.
That's very helpful. The cloud

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sounds so soft and fluffy and
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metal wires and fans.

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<v Drew Lyton>Yes. Metals metal
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with very few people really,
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computer part. And then a lot a
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infrastructure tooling that
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kind of be completely abstracted
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the Internet. The fluffiness is
that. It's that I, as a person

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that makes stuff on the
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all about the hardware, and I
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thing that I'm making.

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people that also consume
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and nice because we don't have
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<v Audrey Evans>I want you to take
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year. And what was sort of the
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storage apps? What was your life
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cloud last year?

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<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. So last year,
I was kind of taking stock of

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my, like, digital tools and
found myself kinda like most

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people just thinking about all
of the subscription services

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that I had gained over the
years. I've got Audible for

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audiobooks. I've got my Kindle
books hosted with Amazon. We're

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paying for Netflix and HBO.

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All of these, like, media
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flat fee for, like, a few shows
that we really like. And I just

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realized for the first time that
I was living in a world where I

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essentially owned nothing and
was paying for the privilege of

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being able to access stuff that
in some cases, I had even

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bought.

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<v Audrey Evans>And they can take
it away at any time.

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<v Drew Lyton>Not only can they
take it away at any time, they

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can also completely change the
terms of that rental agreement.

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Whereas like, in most states,
there's like renters rights for

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your house. There aren't really
renters rights for the stuff

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that you access on the Internet.
That's true.

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<v Audrey Evans>How did this make
you feel? What was your dominant

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emotion? Or there could be a
palette of emotions here.

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<v Drew Lyton>Obviously, felt
icky. But really what it felt

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like is that I was in this power
dynamic between me and the

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company where the company is
providing me space that I rent

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from them. And then on top of it
all, thinking of about how all

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of these companies are also,
like, sucking up our data and

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then selling it back to, like,
advertisers and stuff. Not only

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am I renting the ability to
access things that I'm supposed

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to own while accessing the thing
I'm supposed to own, they're

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taxing me even more for it. It
felt like I was in some sort of

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feudalistic techno dystopia
where these corporations are

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landlords and I'm a serf with no
power and no freedom.

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Yeah. So I was taking stock of
this relationship I have where

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essentially everything I own is
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HBO, Netflix, Amazon, like
Audible. And then I received an

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email like many other Kindle
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that the Kindle platform would
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feature that allowed you to
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your books. So receiving this
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that they were deprecating that
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that I and millions of Kindle
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access their books would now be
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Kindle device did not sit super
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script actually to scrape the
Amazon library, like, page where

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you get to view and download
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books, I decided to try to
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<v Audrey Evans>So you are a
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<v Drew Lyton>Mhmm.

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<v Audrey Evans>What did you do?

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<v Drew Lyton>I know that there
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called, like, the self hosted
community where they use open

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source alternatives to popular
cloud platforms and and run it

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themselves on their own own
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talking before about what is the
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with a fleet of tools and a lot
of technical work, build their

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own cloud in their house. And
because I'm a person that was

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dealing kind of with this, like,
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also someone with the technical
skills to believe that I could

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gain back that control, I dove
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tried to learn as much as
possible, and ended up actually

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building something that my wife
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replace a lot of cloud services.

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<v Audrey Evans>I love this. And I
love I'm Is this a collaborative

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project between you and your
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<v Drew Lyton>This is so
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<v Audrey Evans>How does that
relationship work? Because it's

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<v Drew Lyton>Mhmm.

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<v Audrey Evans>Technical choice
you've made as a couple.

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<v Drew Lyton>Yes. I think that I
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optimistic hopes that this would
be rather easy to do. Like, I

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have a lot of technical skills
about how to deploy software

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that I figured would match
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didn't expect is the amount of
complexity that can come when

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you try to build a home server
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normal Internet that isn't
public. Like, I didn't want all

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of my, like, cloud hosted
services, my, like, personal

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Google Photos, our personal
ebook library to be accessible

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to anyone who knew any sort of
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I wanted to make sure that it
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for both the security of our
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and still have the convenience
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five g network and be able to
back up a video I just took of

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our new baby. I think that was
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analysis that ended up being
more difficult than making a

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really clean UI experience,
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give to you out of the box just
by nature of how invested a lot

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of these open source communities
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<v Audrey Evans>I think we're
ready for the technical.

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<v Drew Lyton>Sure.

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<v Audrey Evans>I think I'm ready
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<v Drew Lyton>Okay. Okay. Okay.

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<v Audrey Evans>So once you've
made the decision, what's the

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first thing you did? Where did
you start? And then talk us

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through what bits and pieces you
bought and assembled. How did

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you do this?

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<v Drew Lyton>Cool. I bought a
Lenovo p five twenty, which is a

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decommissioned server grade
computer that has a 3.7

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gigahertz Intel Xeon processor
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which I then installed a GTX
sixteen sixty Ti graphics card

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with six gigabytes of VRAM into
so that I could do quick audio

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and video encoding. I flashed a
500 gigabyte SSD with Proxmox,

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which is a hypervisor sort of
software package, and set up

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four eight terabyte hard drives
in a merger FS pool with

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SnapRaid, which allowed me to
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them failed. And then I added a
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a storage cache. That's the
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After that, I installed the
Tailscale, which is a really

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great VPN, client, and created
an Ubuntu LXC container, which

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is like a virtual environment
running Linux, which I installed

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the Tailscale and Docker onto
that virtual machine, pulled

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down a GitHub repo that I had
made that set up a bunch of

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Docker Compose files, which is
another way of doing virtual

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virtualization for running apps.
And then I hacked into the

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mainframe and ran Docker Compose
up d, and finally, all of my

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<v Audrey Evans>I feel I feel that
I knew, like, half of the things

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you said. So what did you have
at the end of all of this

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tinkering?

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<v Drew Lyton>So at the end of it
all, I had four open source

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alternatives to popular cloud
hosted apps that my wife and I

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had been using. One of them is
called Image, which is a

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complete clone of Google Photos
that has a mobile app, great

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organization, and backup
features. It has local machine

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learning for, like, photo based
search similar to what you'd get

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through iCloud or Google Photos.
I had an ebook library

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management tool called Calibre
or Calibre Web that allows you

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to organize backup EPUB files
and with some, like, clever

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hacking, actually have them
appear wirelessly on your Kobo

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or Kindle device. I had an
audiobook library tool called

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Audio Bookshelf, which is
another just open source version

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of Audible.

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And it also has this fun feature
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like podcasts. So you can have,
like, RSS feeds of audiobooks

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that make them all the chapters
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they're, like, in a podcast,
which is very cool. And the last

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one is an open source
alternative to, like, Netflix or

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Disney plus called Jellyfin,
which is just a streaming

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service to watch home home
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movies and TV. And the entire
computer, I also use as, like, a

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NAS, a network attached storage
device so that my wife and I can

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back up our computers and that I
can access all of my, like,

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swathes of video files and not
have to pay Google a gazillion

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dollars to back up all that
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<v Audrey Evans>Beautiful. I'm so
proud of you. I just met you,

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but I'm proud. I'm proud of

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<v Drew Lyton>you. Thanks.

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<v Audrey Evans>Do you remember
the first time you turned it on

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and it worked?

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<v Drew Lyton>I remember so the
first time that I booted

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everything up after installing
all the hardware is always like

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a scary time. Because when
you're sitting in a room with

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the side panel off of a
decommissioned server that's ten

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or twelve years old, and you
bought it on eBay and you have

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no idea how well someone took
care of this thing. And then

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you've sat there with all of
your random woodworking tools to

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try to precisely install a bunch
of hard drives that cost you a

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lot of money. And and also,
like, that's that's scary. And

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when the thing boots up and does
some horrible beep because

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computer manufacturers don't
care how you feel when you turn

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on a computer, and you don't
know whether that beep was good

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or bad.

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Right. But it turns out to be
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your display and you can start
installing software, that's that

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is a magic moment. Because at
least for me, someone that sits

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on the software side of
technical stuff, the being done

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with the hardware aspect is
always a really nice feeling.

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The first time that I actually
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which I did in stages. Right?

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Like, I started with Calibre,
installing this application that

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I had never run before. And also
with the added complexity of,

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like, it's sitting on a computer
that doesn't have a monitor

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because it's a server. That was
cool to see it appear in my

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browser and, like, be able to
log in and start setting this

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up. Exciting moment. The second
exciting moment was when I did

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the giant library dump from
Google where I downloaded our

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entire Google Photos library,
which was over three terabytes

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of photos and videos, and ran
this crazy amazing tool that

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someone in the open source
community had made that takes

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your Google archive, which are
these massive, like, 50 gigabyte

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zip files and pulls out all of
the media, pulls all out all the

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metadata, converts it to
something that Image can read

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and use, and uploads it all to
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And that took, I think, around
six hours. And then all of my

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stuff appeared on my phone in a
way that I had not really

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experienced before because it's
like when you move house and

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you're seeing things that you
knew you had but have not looked

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at in a while, that was this
experience moving everything to

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a self hosted server, a digital
move in a literal and a

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figurative sense. And so you're
unpacking boxes and you're

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trying to make sure that
everything survived the move.

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And in that way, you're re
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digital archive.

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<v Audrey Evans>Beautiful. You'd
be a great librarian.

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<v Drew Lyton>I think I'm too
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<v Audrey Evans>I don't think so.
Not based on what I've heard so

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far.

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<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. You're seeing
the most pristine part of my

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office. So

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<v Audrey Evans>Well, also the the
values and the and the care that

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you have in your relationship to
intentionality with technology

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is is very librarian coded.

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<v Drew Lyton>This moment of
bringing everything from

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Google's cloud down to my own
server, what reminded me of

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that, like, ah, this is me
really doing the work to curate,

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maintain, and keep a durable
backup personal archive of my

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stuff and, like, who I am and
who my wife and I are at this

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moment in time and in our past.
Yeah. It it was like a powerful

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moment of reflection and, like,
wow factor. Like, woah. Wouldn't

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it be so crazy if everyone had
access to do something like

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this?

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And almost an immediate
acknowledgment that, like, this

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is not the way.

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<v Audrey Evans>Do you feel
comfortable sharing what room

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you self host in?

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<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. So we live in
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our computer, our self hosted
server is actually right next to

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our couch in our living room.

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<v Audrey Evans>Can you hear it?

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<v Drew Lyton>Fortunately, you
cannot hear it, really. There's,

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like, a little bit of humming
and, like, beeps and boops, you

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know, like, of a normal old
computer that's kind of running

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in your house, but not nearly as
bad as I thought it would be,

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which was also part of the
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is that we want this. We want
our home to not feel like a data

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center. Yeah. Yeah.

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Big part of it. Exactly. In
terms of location, it made the

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most sense to put it in our
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that's where our Wi Fi router
router is. So

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<v Audrey Evans>I love knowing
painting the picture of of what

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does this actually look and feel
like to do something like this

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in your actual home. And that
you you see it, you interact

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with it as an object constantly.

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<v Drew Lyton>And not yeah. And to
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computer that is running all of
our services that is sitting in

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our living room, like, just
chugging away twenty four seven

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is also a thing that I use to,
like, put my coffee on in the

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morning when I'm sitting on the
couch. Like, this is a real

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piece of technology that exists
almost as decor, as useful

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furniture in in the physical
realm as much as in the digital.

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<v Audrey Evans>Is there, like, a
particular day in the life of

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hosting your own server that you
that is an interesting day?

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<v Drew Lyton>So in the day to
day, I think that it's set up

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well enough that I don't think
about it. Like, I have image on

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my phone and it looks I'm
looking at it right now and it

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looks identical to Google
Photos. It's currently backing

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up all the photos that I took,
like, a few minutes ago. And so

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in general, I think it's pretty
hands off where on the non

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normal days where I I do have to
think about it, the day to day

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experience is me going into the
terminal, SSH ing into my

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server, and reading logs of the,
like, Docker files that are

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running and trying to figure out
why something broke, what went

447
00:31:12.125 --> 00:31:16.205
wrong, looking at memory usage
graphs, looking at CPU spikes,

448
00:31:16.765 --> 00:31:19.950
trying to understand why
randomly my graphics card

449
00:31:19.950 --> 00:31:23.790
disconnected from the entire
Linux container, you know. But

450
00:31:23.790 --> 00:31:26.670
that stuff is pretty few and far
between now.

451
00:31:26.990 --> 00:31:31.550
It's both much more stable and
much less stable than I think I

452
00:31:31.550 --> 00:31:33.950
thought at the beginning, like
in different ways.

453
00:31:34.270 --> 00:31:40.405
<v Audrey Evans>Okay. Yeah. So how
does this self hosted experience

454
00:31:40.405 --> 00:31:45.925
feel compared to your rented
cloud experience?

455
00:31:46.085 --> 00:31:49.320
<v Drew Lyton>All in all, I think
that these open source

456
00:31:49.320 --> 00:31:54.440
alternatives provide a pretty
good one to one to cloud based

457
00:31:54.440 --> 00:31:59.000
options. A lot of them don't
have as clean or as modern of a

458
00:31:59.000 --> 00:32:04.595
UI as you might want. But things
like image and jellyfin, I'd say

459
00:32:04.595 --> 00:32:08.435
are as good, if not better, UI
experiences. And a lot of that

460
00:32:08.435 --> 00:32:12.675
has to do with the great work of
the open source maintainers who

461
00:32:12.675 --> 00:32:17.950
put in all of the effort to not
only make these run well on a

462
00:32:17.950 --> 00:32:22.430
lot of different types of
hardware, but also put in a lot

463
00:32:22.430 --> 00:32:25.950
of time and effort into making
the experience a good one where

464
00:32:25.950 --> 00:32:30.955
you would wouldn't miss the
niceties of having a team of 400

465
00:32:30.955 --> 00:32:34.075
people at Google who spend every
waking moment trying to get you

466
00:32:34.075 --> 00:32:35.275
to use Google Photos.

467
00:32:35.835 --> 00:32:40.555
<v Audrey Evans>Right. Do you
think this is a sustainable

468
00:32:40.555 --> 00:32:46.360
choice for you and your wife and
and your imminently to be born

469
00:32:46.360 --> 00:32:47.240
new child.

470
00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:47.640
<v Drew Lyton>Yeah.

471
00:32:47.640 --> 00:32:49.560
<v Audrey Evans>Yeah. Have you
learned anything about your

472
00:32:49.560 --> 00:32:53.720
relationship through
collaborating and working Oh. In

473
00:32:53.720 --> 00:32:54.840
this way together?

474
00:32:54.920 --> 00:32:58.645
<v Drew Lyton>I think we've
definitely learned that we're

475
00:32:58.645 --> 00:33:09.445
hoarders. Like, I I think the
experience of having to have on

476
00:33:09.445 --> 00:33:14.590
a hard drive in your home all of
your important files, documents,

477
00:33:14.670 --> 00:33:22.110
everything is both, like,
exciting and also an

478
00:33:22.190 --> 00:33:26.935
acknowledgment of, like, there
are only so many resources and

479
00:33:26.935 --> 00:33:32.295
do we really need this video
that I shot when I was, like, 18

480
00:33:32.375 --> 00:33:36.535
of me running home from from,
like, getting groceries or

481
00:33:36.535 --> 00:33:41.790
whatever. Like like, there is a
lot of, I think, feelings of

482
00:33:42.110 --> 00:33:47.150
less separation in terms of our
relationship to, like, digital

483
00:33:47.150 --> 00:33:51.550
files and goods being feeling
more physical and having a cost,

484
00:33:51.630 --> 00:33:54.030
which is, I think, something we
didn't really think of before.

485
00:33:54.485 --> 00:33:58.165
And also means we have to have
conversations together about

486
00:33:58.485 --> 00:34:01.605
similar to how you have to have
conversations with your partner

487
00:34:01.605 --> 00:34:05.045
about, like, we only have so
much closet space, you know?

488
00:34:05.125 --> 00:34:05.525
Yeah.

489
00:34:05.525 --> 00:34:08.405
Yeah. Maybe it's time for us to
declutter. Like, you have to

490
00:34:08.405 --> 00:34:12.150
have that now with your digital
life Yeah. In a way that you

491
00:34:12.150 --> 00:34:17.030
kind of don't when the the
solution is just to throw more

492
00:34:17.030 --> 00:34:18.070
money at the problem.

493
00:34:18.150 --> 00:34:19.270
<v Audrey Evans>Yeah. Exactly. Pay
for

494
00:34:19.270 --> 00:34:19.910
<v Drew Lyton>more storage.

495
00:34:19.910 --> 00:34:22.790
<v Audrey Evans>Sometimes friction
in relationship can surface

496
00:34:22.790 --> 00:34:24.470
values and opportunities.

497
00:34:24.470 --> 00:34:27.325
<v Drew Lyton>Yes. Yeah. Exactly.
And there are very new

498
00:34:27.325 --> 00:34:32.685
conversations we're having about
who is in charge of curating the

499
00:34:32.685 --> 00:34:38.045
digital closet. A new chore that
didn't exist before we had a

500
00:34:39.570 --> 00:34:43.330
humming, you know, piece of
furniture that stores all of our

501
00:34:43.330 --> 00:34:43.890
digital life.

502
00:34:43.890 --> 00:34:46.370
<v Audrey Evans>I love this. Well,
maybe we'll have to do a part

503
00:34:46.370 --> 00:34:51.410
two with your wife at some
point. And the new baby and see

504
00:34:51.570 --> 00:34:55.915
follow-up with you in six months
and see how it's all going.

505
00:34:55.995 --> 00:34:58.315
<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. There is a
conversation we've been having

506
00:34:58.475 --> 00:35:02.955
about how does this new, like,
piece of furniture, this new

507
00:35:02.955 --> 00:35:07.640
appliance, this tool we have
affect, if at all, our kids'

508
00:35:07.640 --> 00:35:10.840
relationship with a computer?
And what does this new tool

509
00:35:10.840 --> 00:35:16.680
enable us to do in terms of kind
of curating and guiding their

510
00:35:16.680 --> 00:35:20.120
experience through the early
stages of learning about the

511
00:35:20.120 --> 00:35:25.465
Internet, where we now have our
own little Internet that is,

512
00:35:25.465 --> 00:35:30.985
like, more safe. Right? And,
like, private and controlled by

513
00:35:30.985 --> 00:35:31.465
us.

514
00:35:31.705 --> 00:35:36.040
And what does that enable us to
do in terms of teaching and

515
00:35:36.040 --> 00:35:38.120
learning about how to use these
tools?

516
00:35:38.840 --> 00:35:43.800
<v Audrey Evans>Did building your
own cloud in your house, did it

517
00:35:43.800 --> 00:35:46.200
feel like a radical act?

518
00:35:47.855 --> 00:35:51.455
<v Drew Lyton>Building a home
server and self hosting did feel

519
00:35:52.255 --> 00:35:56.335
like a radical thing to do,
mostly because I don't know

520
00:35:56.335 --> 00:36:02.175
anyone else that's done it. And
sometimes that makes you feel

521
00:36:02.750 --> 00:36:08.270
like a pioneer. In this case, it
made me feel slightly, like,

522
00:36:08.270 --> 00:36:13.630
crazy. Like, there has to be a
reason that I don't know anyone

523
00:36:13.630 --> 00:36:15.445
else that is doing this. Yeah.

524
00:36:15.445 --> 00:36:18.645
You know, not to spoil it too
much, but there was something. I

525
00:36:18.645 --> 00:36:22.165
was like, this was this was not
a trivial thing to do. Yeah.

526
00:36:22.565 --> 00:36:25.125
<v Audrey Evans>Why do you
speculate you don't know anyone

527
00:36:25.125 --> 00:36:26.405
else doing this?

528
00:36:26.645 --> 00:36:29.610
<v Drew Lyton>I think there's a
lot of reasons that people don't

529
00:36:29.610 --> 00:36:34.570
self host ubiquitously. One of
them is, for most people, it's

530
00:36:34.570 --> 00:36:38.970
technically inaccessible.
Convincing some people I know in

531
00:36:38.970 --> 00:36:43.535
my life to build a computer
would be very hard. To convince

532
00:36:43.535 --> 00:36:49.455
them to build a computer that
will run hypervisor software, to

533
00:36:49.855 --> 00:36:56.575
run Linux containers with
Docker, and have a VPN setup

534
00:36:56.575 --> 00:37:00.370
with Tailscale, that seems
impossible.

535
00:37:02.690 --> 00:37:06.450
<v Audrey Evans>Even as a person
who is wants to do all of those

536
00:37:06.450 --> 00:37:09.970
things, the learning curve feels
extreme.

537
00:37:10.770 --> 00:37:13.785
<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. I I think so
that that's a big part of it. I

538
00:37:13.785 --> 00:37:17.305
think the technical
inaccessibility is probably 80%

539
00:37:17.305 --> 00:37:21.385
of why we don't see more people
doing this. I think the other

540
00:37:21.385 --> 00:37:25.705
20% is cost.

541
00:37:26.505 --> 00:37:27.625
<v Audrey Evans>Okay. Say more.

542
00:37:28.250 --> 00:37:33.370
<v Drew Lyton>It wasn't cheap to
do this. And I did it on a

543
00:37:33.370 --> 00:37:37.050
pretty low budget in comparison
to some people in this

544
00:37:37.050 --> 00:37:43.155
community. I bought a twelve
year old decommissioned server

545
00:37:43.155 --> 00:37:51.395
off of eBay for around $330 that
had, like, a ton of RAM and a

546
00:37:51.395 --> 00:38:00.310
relatively fine CPU. I spent
close to, I think, $800 on hard

547
00:38:00.310 --> 00:38:05.350
drives. Now you don't have to do
that, but I did that because I

548
00:38:05.350 --> 00:38:07.270
have a lot of video files that I
wanted to store.

549
00:38:07.510 --> 00:38:12.235
I bought stuff that you probably
wouldn't ever need, like a

550
00:38:12.235 --> 00:38:18.715
graphics card and an NVMe SSD,
which is like a very fast hard

551
00:38:18.715 --> 00:38:21.995
drive that you have in, like,
your laptop and stuff. All like,

552
00:38:21.995 --> 00:38:25.860
all in all, total cost. And
obviously, like, I'm a tech

553
00:38:25.860 --> 00:38:29.380
person and so I had a lot of
this stuff lying around from

554
00:38:29.380 --> 00:38:32.900
other projects. But even if you
just take the base computer,

555
00:38:32.900 --> 00:38:38.415
like investing $400 in something
is not an like a no brainer

556
00:38:38.415 --> 00:38:42.255
decision, especially when you're
comparing it to the cost of a

557
00:38:42.255 --> 00:38:46.655
hosted cloud solution, which
costs $12 a month.

558
00:38:46.895 --> 00:38:50.255
<v Audrey Evans>Yeah. Do you think
that people should be doing

559
00:38:50.255 --> 00:38:56.190
this? Like, in general, as a
general approach to is this the

560
00:38:56.190 --> 00:38:57.390
sort of way forward?

561
00:38:57.470 --> 00:39:03.710
<v Drew Lyton>Mhmm. I think a
world in which everyone is able

562
00:39:03.710 --> 00:39:08.255
to self host all of their own
versions of applications and

563
00:39:08.815 --> 00:39:12.095
have, like, complete backups of
their digital lives, own their

564
00:39:12.095 --> 00:39:18.110
own data, all of these
idealistic ways of using and

565
00:39:18.110 --> 00:39:21.070
experiencing the Internet and
making it personal. I think that

566
00:39:21.070 --> 00:39:26.590
vision and that underlying
emotion of, like, both freedom

567
00:39:26.590 --> 00:39:32.110
and control totally vibe with
me. That's why I did this thing.

568
00:39:33.505 --> 00:39:39.025
And yet, I think that this is
not something I would recommend

569
00:39:39.025 --> 00:39:44.545
to most people nor is a future
that I think I personally am

570
00:39:44.545 --> 00:39:45.745
going to fight for.

571
00:39:46.225 --> 00:39:50.690
And the reason is that I think
that it creates a kind of

572
00:39:50.690 --> 00:39:56.130
suburban Internet where
alongside your lawnmower and

573
00:39:56.130 --> 00:40:00.050
your car, you have a server that
you have to maintain and take

574
00:40:00.050 --> 00:40:03.765
care of. I think that that's a
really inefficient use of

575
00:40:03.765 --> 00:40:09.685
resources, is technically
inaccessible for most people,

576
00:40:10.645 --> 00:40:16.350
and gets rid of a lot of the
great stuff about the cloud.

577
00:40:17.310 --> 00:40:17.790
<v Audrey Evans>Yes.

578
00:40:17.790 --> 00:40:22.750
<v Drew Lyton>The cloud is this,
like, abstraction away from this

579
00:40:22.750 --> 00:40:29.470
very complicated thing of
figuring out how do I connect

580
00:40:30.335 --> 00:40:37.535
myself to data and information
and files that are backed up and

581
00:40:37.535 --> 00:40:41.775
distributed and cached and all
these things that make it super

582
00:40:41.775 --> 00:40:47.940
fast and simple and easy to do.
That infrastructure is really a

583
00:40:48.260 --> 00:40:52.660
feat of engineering and is
something that we really benefit

584
00:40:52.660 --> 00:40:56.820
from and shouldn't be a
requirement for everyone to try

585
00:40:56.820 --> 00:41:01.245
to recreate for themselves.
Yeah. I think, like, one of the

586
00:41:01.325 --> 00:41:06.045
fundamental problems with this
vision of a completely self

587
00:41:06.045 --> 00:41:11.965
hosted future is that it assumes
that isolated independent

588
00:41:11.965 --> 00:41:18.760
systems are virtuous. But,
really, isolated independent

589
00:41:18.760 --> 00:41:21.080
systems are really inconvenient.

590
00:41:25.160 --> 00:41:29.825
Like, self hosting is, yeah,
like, personalized and private

591
00:41:29.825 --> 00:41:35.985
and individual. But how then are
we supposed to be able to have,

592
00:41:36.785 --> 00:41:42.225
like, photo albums that are
shared amongst you and me if

593
00:41:41.900 --> 00:41:45.660
both of ours, like, the the
amount of technological

594
00:41:45.660 --> 00:41:49.660
infrastructure we would have to
create and that I'm I know

595
00:41:49.660 --> 00:41:52.620
people in this community are
working on with, like, peer to

596
00:41:52.620 --> 00:41:58.515
peer networking and distributed,
like like, protocols, that all

597
00:41:58.515 --> 00:42:04.915
seems cool. And, also, I think
the easier and maybe more long

598
00:42:04.915 --> 00:42:09.075
term beneficial approach is that
rather than us all owning our

599
00:42:09.075 --> 00:42:12.035
own clouds, we should just own
the cloud.

600
00:42:12.780 --> 00:42:17.260
<v Audrey Evans>Yeah. So that's my
that's my exact question for you

601
00:42:17.260 --> 00:42:21.820
is if we don't want to pay a
corporate entity to, you know,

602
00:42:21.820 --> 00:42:25.740
rent cloud storage and building
our own personal cloud is maybe

603
00:42:25.740 --> 00:42:29.135
not an option or even a
desirable future as you've

604
00:42:29.295 --> 00:42:34.175
listed out for us reasons why
not. Could you talk us through

605
00:42:34.415 --> 00:42:38.335
another vision of maybe building
a communal shared Internet

606
00:42:38.335 --> 00:42:42.430
infrastructure? What would a
community hosted cloud look

607
00:42:42.430 --> 00:42:43.710
like? How would it work?

608
00:42:43.710 --> 00:42:46.590
What would need to happen for us
to get there?

609
00:42:47.390 --> 00:42:52.590
<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. I would love
to imagine a world where along

610
00:42:52.590 --> 00:42:56.795
with your library card like,
when you register to get a

611
00:42:56.795 --> 00:43:01.835
library card in your town, you
also get access to, like, a 100

612
00:43:01.835 --> 00:43:07.355
gigabytes of file storage and
access to a, like, publicly

613
00:43:07.355 --> 00:43:11.210
hosted, like, photo sharing
platform, Google Drive

614
00:43:11.210 --> 00:43:17.050
alternative, that that vision
seems unattainable until you

615
00:43:17.050 --> 00:43:23.370
realize that many corporations,
nonprofit organizations,

616
00:43:24.415 --> 00:43:30.495
schools, all already provide
that to their constituents. This

617
00:43:30.495 --> 00:43:35.455
idea that having some sort of
public infrastructure to be able

618
00:43:35.455 --> 00:43:38.660
to provide services on the
Internet that are more web two

619
00:43:38.660 --> 00:43:41.300
point o than web one point o,
the idea that that's

620
00:43:41.300 --> 00:43:46.980
inaccessible, I think is wrong.
The same process that I went

621
00:43:46.980 --> 00:43:51.935
through to set up a server in my
house to have my wife and I be

622
00:43:51.935 --> 00:43:56.015
able to back up our photos,
access our media. This is the

623
00:43:56.015 --> 00:44:00.495
same system that could be used
amongst a community of people to

624
00:44:00.495 --> 00:44:06.310
have one or multiple servers or
even set up hosted solutions in

625
00:44:06.310 --> 00:44:09.430
current data center
infrastructure to be able to

626
00:44:09.430 --> 00:44:13.430
provide that to thousands of
people instead of two.

627
00:44:13.830 --> 00:44:15.350
I don't think that that's crazy.

628
00:44:15.750 --> 00:44:18.630
<v Audrey Evans>It's not. It's not
crazy at all. And it might be

629
00:44:18.630 --> 00:44:21.585
something that we need one day.

630
00:44:21.985 --> 00:44:27.345
<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. And even so I
wrote an article talking about

631
00:44:27.345 --> 00:44:32.385
this experience, and someone
reached out to me saying, hey. I

632
00:44:32.385 --> 00:44:38.140
live in Arizona, and I'm doing
this. I am building public

633
00:44:38.140 --> 00:44:43.180
infrastructure for my town in
Arizona and trying to work with

634
00:44:43.180 --> 00:44:49.035
my local municipality and the
library to make this not, like,

635
00:44:49.035 --> 00:44:53.755
only marketed, but actually well
established and sustainable. And

636
00:44:54.315 --> 00:44:59.195
his experience was that the hard
part is not the tech.

637
00:44:59.275 --> 00:45:06.050
The hard part is convincing
communities that the tech bros

638
00:45:06.210 --> 00:45:11.010
could actually provide a good
public service to them. There is

639
00:45:11.010 --> 00:45:18.695
so much distrust around people
that provide technology to us

640
00:45:18.695 --> 00:45:25.175
right now that the notion that
the tools that are currently

641
00:45:25.175 --> 00:45:30.740
used by the lords to lord over
us, the serfs, could be

642
00:45:30.740 --> 00:45:35.940
accessible to them in a way
that's co owned and cooperative

643
00:45:36.900 --> 00:45:40.980
seems outlandish and, like, that
it's got to be a scam.

644
00:45:42.165 --> 00:45:45.205
<v Audrey Evans>And maybe that's
the work that has to be done to

645
00:45:45.205 --> 00:45:47.925
bring those communities into the
process.

646
00:45:48.165 --> 00:45:50.485
<v Drew Lyton>I think that that is
totally the work to be done. It

647
00:45:50.485 --> 00:45:55.360
is not we have solved the
technical problems. The open

648
00:45:55.360 --> 00:45:58.400
source community, the self
hosted community, they've done

649
00:45:58.400 --> 00:46:05.440
it. And now I think it is the
work of us as technologists and

650
00:46:05.440 --> 00:46:09.520
people that are passionate about
providing this to our

651
00:46:09.520 --> 00:46:17.065
communities to do the social
work, to repair trust, and to

652
00:46:17.065 --> 00:46:23.225
actually build connections and
relationships that allow a more

653
00:46:23.705 --> 00:46:27.910
community hosted and communal
Internet to something that makes

654
00:46:28.150 --> 00:46:32.150
you really feel empowered and
connected to your community and

655
00:46:32.150 --> 00:46:33.830
that this is co owned and
shared.

656
00:46:33.830 --> 00:46:35.590
<v Audrey Evans>I'm literally
crying right now.

657
00:46:35.590 --> 00:46:38.070
<v Drew Lyton>No. And that's all
stuff that the Internet was

658
00:46:38.070 --> 00:46:42.505
meant to be. Right? Like, this
is the original vision of the

659
00:46:42.505 --> 00:46:43.385
Internet. Yeah.

660
00:46:43.385 --> 00:46:44.825
So there's just a lot of work to
do.

661
00:46:44.825 --> 00:46:48.665
<v Audrey Evans>Yeah. Are you
suggesting we feel hopeful about

662
00:46:48.665 --> 00:46:49.545
the Internet?

663
00:46:51.385 --> 00:46:55.010
<v Drew Lyton>I don't know. With
all of the wackadoo stuff

664
00:46:55.010 --> 00:46:58.530
happening with AI and whether or
not the Internet, you know, like

665
00:46:58.530 --> 00:47:02.530
dead Internet theory and all
this stuff, I do feel like it's

666
00:47:02.530 --> 00:47:06.530
hard to have hope. But I really
do believe in this, like,

667
00:47:06.530 --> 00:47:10.515
counter cultural idea of the
alive Internet theory where

668
00:47:10.995 --> 00:47:14.915
these are places that we live
and work. These are

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fundamentally public social
spaces. And we, for thousands of

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years, have both struggled and
figured out how to do public

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spaces pretty well.

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And it's just about leveraging
all of that historical knowledge

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and tapping into the people that
already have that information to

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make that happen, to make the
Internet really feel alive and

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like ours again.

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<v Audrey Evans>Drew, thank you so
much for joining us and sharing

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your This experience with was so
much fun for me. I learned so

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much. If people wanna find you
online, where can they find you?

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<v Drew Lyton>Yeah. So I can be
found mostly only these days at

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drewlighton.com. That's
drewlyton.com. I post a

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newsletter semi frequently with
stories like this. So, yeah, if

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people enjoyed hearing me talk
about this, maybe you'll enjoy

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reading words I've written about
it.

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<v Hans Buetow>Five. I'll throw
five this time. That that way

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you run out of rocks really
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Whoo. Starting to lose feeling
in my fingers.

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That's awesome. And then if
you're lucky, the ice, the sun

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will heat up the rocks. The
rocks will melt through the ice,

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and you won't run into them when
you're skating. Well, that was a

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lot of fun. That's the secret of
the lake.

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Only one day of the year or only
each time that it freezes,

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freshly frozen, the same day
that it freezes, it makes that

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really resonant sound as you
skip the rocks as they get

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further and further out.

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<v Amy>That sun is warm though.

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<v Hans Buetow>It helps.

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<v Mike Rugnetta>That is the show
we have for you this week. We're

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gonna be back here in the main
feed on Wednesday, December 10.

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Rignetta. Trespasser, a high
stone wall. I continue to

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obsessively study improving your
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image as drills, mini
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and over.

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I was young when I heard
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excitement of being chased off
farmland, thinking there was a

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gun scaling over to escape with
superhuman force. Even then, I

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wanted to be part of the chase.
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the Blank Along a Line a Leap a
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